and now i'm ready...

yep... somebody smacked me last night na...

the wind is playing in the trees
kicking up confetti leaves
sings as if it's all to say

a zillion thanks to you... mr. mandy moore :)

my old quandary...

for months now, i still have the same predicament. i have no idea how to get out of it, yet i'm scared to know how... because i may not like it. it feels so unfair. i feel like i'm so much less of a person. sigh... will somebody please slap me...

long weekend...

@ 02/24, 11:14 am
for the third time, i'm back here in nasugbu, batangas. i, together with 11 friends, came here last night, and plan on staying here 'till tomorrow morning. as of now, i only had about one and a half hours sleep. some of us already dipped in the pool this morning. and a little later in the afternoon, we'll try the beach naman. it's a bit quiet at this time here in the condo since some are still asleep while the others are doing the pamamalengke. i wonder what's for lunch...

@ 02/26, 12:06 pm
well, we ended up leaving the place yesterday afternoon na. "most" of us still lack sleep. halos walang ginawa kundi lumamon at magtsismisan. while some chose to be infuriating by jeering almost nonstop at others. well, i guess there should always be spoilers for every fun... like the poprice with sinigang. :)

so my say about this long weekend... kailangan ko magpapaya soap...

a great u - turn...

so close to reaching
that famous happy end
almost believing
this was not pretend...

i just had a really great view... perfect sight, the air i breathe, the scent.... if i could only stop time and space, i would have done so. probably one of the highlights of my life...

oh my sleeping child
the world so wild
but you built your own paradise...

(excerpts from the music "so close" & "sleeping child")

merry february xmas...

yep, you read that right. last night we just held a christmas party for our store personnel. we usually do it on january, but since we had three principal visitors last month, ayun... nauna pa ang valentines kesa sa christmas party. i was so exhausted because i was the host for that affair. but guess what, i found it more enjoyable than our own office party last december. i wonder why...

sense of rumor...

a long walk with a dear friend, strolling in the mall, pizza with more friends, coffee until late in the evening... everything won't be complete without talking about other people's lives. admit it or not, it's part of our system. most of us are walking tabloids. we may be amused, sometimes annoyed. as for me, i find it enjoyable but only with the right company. and i had a great evening by the way...

i miss this...

... sobra

choice...

pain is inevitable, but misery is optional

most of us don't choose a difficult life, it chooses us. but we can always choose our response to it.

american bestfriend...

please don't mind the video, i just find the remix really cool..