i remember reading someone's shoutout in friendster.."to realize the value of a friend, one must lose one"
i didn't actually lose this particular friend. but i realized his value to me when he found a new friend for himself... because i took him for granted, unawarely though. not that i didn't want him to gain new friends, i just got jealous thinking that i'm no longer the person he enjoys talking with... worse, i have myself to blame. i wasn't there when he needed someone to talk to because i was too busy at work. i thought he understand. perhaps he does, just in time that came this new friend of his. now i'm so upset with myself. i wish i could turn back time... but i couldn't. i just hope i can redeem myself.
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