



but most of all, for the friendship you shared with me. that alone made my natal day extra-special.
if i am to start a sentence with these two words, i wonder how many ways will i be able to end it...
~ if only my father was.... ay, ayoko. it wouldn't be me at all if i had a different father, no matter how much i dislike him.
~ if only i didn't shift to another course... ay, ayoko rin, my life would have been like hell if i continued the course i didn't like.
~ if only i didn't attend the 7-7-7 meetup... ay, ayoko pa rin. i wouldn't have met my few special friends and my best friend if i didn't attend.
~ if only i was taller... nah, i know my friends like me the way i am right now.
~ if only i wasn't a chaser... shucks, then i'd be attracted to... eeeeewwww!
~ if only i didn't fall inlove with the last person i fell inlove with... hindi rin, i wouldn't have learned a lot and wouldn't be stronger if i didn't, no matter how painful it was.
hmmm, for someone who doesn't believe in fate, it feels strange to think that everything happens for a reason. for every heartrending experience i get, there's always something good in return.
aha!.. alam ko na:
~ if only those who visit my blog would leave comment/s, this site would be more colorful and interesting. what do you think?...
so close to reaching
that famous happy end
almost believing
this was not pretend...
i just had a really great view... perfect sight, the air i breathe, the scent.... if i could only stop time and space, i would have done so. probably one of the highlights of my life...
oh my sleeping child
the world so wild
but you built your own paradise...
(excerpts from the music "so close" & "sleeping child")
pain is inevitable, but misery is optional