balance

after everything, somehow i'm still fortunate to have a friend who slapped me severely to reality, and another to mend the excruciating pain of the slap. nothing more i can do, but to keep crossing the wire, and most likely move on to another... kahit paulit-ulit na lang ang nangyayari, eh ganun talaga eh... but if there's any consolation, at least i know i have a circle of friends underneath who are there to catch me everytime i fall... to the circle, thank you all for being happy with me and for me for the past month... to some, sorry for the disappointment... to one, thank you for the joy you gave me that i never felt before... what matters now, is i still have you with me in facing what ever may come my way...

love never broke anyone's heart...

this song by vince gill has been ringing in my head since yesterday, so i decided to post some excerpts here..

A long time ago someone told me
It's not love that causes the pain
Whenever a heart has been shattered
It's the losing of love that's to blame

I know your feelings are tender
And you're so afraid they won't heal
I'll prove to you love doesn't hurt you
And I'll show you how true love should feel

Love never broke anyone's heart
It never left anyone scarred
It's not really love if it tears you apart
Love never broke anyone's heart

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carlski:
"1 VS. 100?! Sorry, that was lame. LOL!"

paresseux:

"Kung ayaw nyo, wag nyo!!!"

rmacapobre:
"e pluribus unum (one from many) - the traditional motto of the united states/"

popoytoy:
"d2 ba? d2 ba? d2 ba? o d2 ba? ang dapat kong kalagyan, sa isang sulok kong hiram, sa ilalim ng araw. - kuh ledesma"

vic gesmundo:

"I am the Universe... and you are just my stars!" ;-)

mervin:

for PBB fans...
... "Kuya, anong connivance ito!?"
for thugs ang ganstas...
... "I ain't gonna jump on no bandwagon!"

gwincheese:
"ok guys wag kayong maingay at ayoko ng ulitin tong sasabihin ko...Ganito ang mechanics ng game natin ok, madali lang naman,lahat kayo ay sabay sabay na tatalon diyan sa riles habang papalapit na rumaragasang tren, ngayon kung sino ang makakasurvive sya ang makakasali sa 2nd round ok? sa mga hindi naman mananalo, text lang kayo para makasali ulit OK? Game na ba kayo?"

ar - ar:
"pila balde..... tsk tsk tsk ... dami nyan neng.. yari ka!"

taympers...

i remember the day i had my first anti-hepatitis b shot. i had it together with two of my sisters. if memory serves me right, i wasn't even in my teens yet. so i was nervous at first because i really hate needle pricks. although i was a bit terrified, i marched to the clinic with full confidence, because i was sure i'll be able to handle without a fuss whatever prickle i may get. i was even teasing my sister for being overly nervous. i even volunteered to be the first to receive the shot. indeed, the needle sting was totally bearable. but as soon as i felt the throb of the drug sinking in, i suddenly wanted to back out. i didn't know it would be that excruciating due to the density of the drug. but nonetheless, i was still able to put on a poker face, so as not to add apprehension to my sister. and i'm glad i faced those shots because i know it was for the good of my health. atleast now matapang na ako magkakain ng mga roasted isaw...

only 3 minutes to healthy goodness...

these past 2-3 weeks, i developed a habit of having instant chocolate flavored porridge (champorado sa madaling salita) for breakfast daily.. (unless heartthrob pau sumawang begs me to have breakfast with him.. hehehe joke lang pau). im just thinking, is it unhealthy to have this food daily? checking the ingredients stated on the packaging, it says: sugar, rice, dairy creamer, thickener (starch), milk powder, cocoa powder, artificial chocolate flavor, vegetable gum, vitamins (A&C). whatcha think? sorry guys, i suck at distinguishing bad contents from good in food. as long as it suits my taste, it goes to my mouth.

it's coke zero, why worry?

after visiting my friend lambert's blog awhile ago about st. peter @ mrt, i suddenly remember about an entry i was supposed to post 2 months ago, which i evidently failed to put up because of the work piled up to my neck.

last march 16 i got a call from my boss, requesting me to come to the office for an urgent task. since it was a sunday (it's my day-off for crying out loud, and the pacquiao-marquez fight was currently on), at 11:30 am, chances are i'm still in bed. so i got up, fixed my self and went off. on my way, i passed by 7-11 in farmers plaza and bought some chips and a can of coke zero.

when i arrived at the security of the mrt and had my bag inspected, they didn't let me in. they said tin cans are not allowed. fuck... i thought. so i had to hide it deeply then went to the other entrance! and of course i got in (some security huh). ironically, when i boarded the train, this is what i saw:

nice no?

if only...

if i am to start a sentence with these two words, i wonder how many ways will i be able to end it...

~ if only my father was.... ay, ayoko. it wouldn't be me at all if i had a different father, no matter how much i dislike him.

~ if only i didn't shift to another course... ay, ayoko rin, my life would have been like hell if i continued the course i didn't like.

~ if only i didn't attend the 7-7-7 meetup... ay, ayoko pa rin. i wouldn't have met my few special friends and my best friend if i didn't attend.

~ if only i was taller... nah, i know my friends like me the way i am right now.

~ if only i wasn't a chaser... shucks, then i'd be attracted to... eeeeewwww!

~ if only i didn't fall inlove with the last person i fell inlove with... hindi rin, i wouldn't have learned a lot and wouldn't be stronger if i didn't, no matter how painful it was.

hmmm, for someone who doesn't believe in fate, it feels strange to think that everything happens for a reason. for every heartrending experience i get, there's always something good in return.

aha!.. alam ko na:

~ if only those who visit my blog would leave comment/s, this site would be more colorful and interesting. what do you think?...

bi syur tu wer yor hapislip...

she's pretty... talented... bright... wacky... what can i say... i'm nearly inlove... but there's just one problem... but i won't tell. i'm sure my friends know what it is...

i still love her...

back...

... to my wallow central. 'seems like things are just running in circles. it's so exhausting... my heart is so beat, yet i still have to put on a happy face, because i want to be happy for all those i loved, i really do. but when will i ever be happy for myself?